The Journey Continues

Jully 2019

I've had 4 chemotherapy treatments.  It's not fun.  Some of the side effects are frightening, causes
pain and discomfort.  Some stops me from doing the simplest of things and I must depend on my
husband for help.  Reading and writing is challenging - who would have thought my eyes would be
affected but they are, and my hands shake so writing is very challenging.

What am I learning.  I know and everyone reminds me that God is in control and he has a purpose but
when you are in the throes of it, when the pain and vomitting, shaking and discomfort set in, believe
me one asks God "why".  It's one of those admissions no believer wants to admit but believe me we
do.

So this journeyis teaching me, I am human, I have human feelings and doubts.  I want this over
quiickly. I want to get back to life three years ago!  But all these wants are not happening yet so I
must be content.  If you are reading this please pray that I would be content in whatever God has
in store for me.  I am glad I have hidden His Word in my heart so when my eyes are failing my mind
can recall His Word.

Well my eyes and hands are failing, so I must close for now.